The Little Things

Sometimes small things keeps me going when things seem dark, I know they never are really dark, it's just my view or perspective. Sometimes it that deep pain that keeps me moving lovingly, hopefully and faithfully forward toward something better than what I am now. Sometimes it's just love. A Love of a fallen brother that gives that little push to keep striving everyday.

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The Whispers

This is not about Clique ITV, This is not about VIP ROOM MAGAZINE, This is not about Dreaming DaVinci, This is not about my music, my movies, my writing, this is not about business and yet it is, because all of those things are reflections of who I am inside.

This is my personal blog and I hope that you find here an enlightenment, A Spiritual Release, A Loving heart and a thoughtful person, but not everything I do is for virgin ears, so if you find that things offend you then please clique another blog, but if you have a mind that can picture and ears to hear, and eyes that can see beyond that which is clearly expressed to that which is unspoken then stay and view, read see all that I am inside.

The whispers of God flow on the silent breezes of everyday.

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 Lyndal Spirit
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A Moment with the Spirit

A Moment with the Spirit
By: Lyndal Spirit
Copyright Dreaming DaVinci Publishing 2009

As I sit and ponder my life, I recklessly search my inner thoughts for the peace of mind. I once shared when I kept God in my heart, mind and every thought. I reminisce on the reflection of all the times I have done well, and some things I am still working on, but always grateful about where I am at this moment.
Nobody can tell me there is no God; or that there are those he doses not hear, truth is we ignore God’s words and try to justify ourselves by blaming this upon God instead of facing the truth that it is us in the mirror! Nothing more than foolishness we continue to speak out for injustices, while we abolish all that which is right and just.

Spirit

Silenced we sit in front of television watching other’s lives fail pr triumph wishing it was us, but never doing anything to create the dream, empty egg shells we sit and do nothing. I ponder the thinking of myself now and the thinking I had not that far in the past, looking for answers to unasked questions, I find my mind stumbling over thoughts and flashes of my life.

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Past family, friends and lovers, all seamlessly fly threw my mind in a moment, I sit here alone as I try and endure the thought of being who I am and what I should be. Some might say you are who you are meant, I say you are a fool, who never dared to reach for the stars and is happy to have me sit with you in nothing.
Funny, I see fights all the time, truly I could defend myself, if I really had to, but violence just unnerves me and the thoughts over flow my mind of the vision with me out of control, out of line and the end results, nope that’s not for me.

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God made me to be better than I could ever be! Keep that thought in front of me as I travel these cold streets smiling. Yea that thought in front of me as I travel this cold street… Keep smiling, smiling. Maybe someone will smile back at me, oh well if not I know God is Smiling on me, yea that’s all I need to know.

Spirit

I think back and every fight I have ever had, it seems to me I was forced or pushed into it and had no other way to handle it. I know deep down, there was another way; it was me in fact that maybe never sought the opportunity to evade a particular situation, dedicated to my own destruction, seeking a end to a self inflicted suffering.
I have to live with that, I know there was a place, a time to walk away. Yea it was me. Wonder how many people have ever really given a deep and true thought to who they really are and the choices they made?

Lyndal Spirit

Do they really think prayer and no action will better their lives? It was prayer and many nights over, to change my life, if they only knew half the story… Wonder what stories people would tell me?
Humm…wonder who has given it enough thought to grasp what I would be asking. A mirror can be a powerful thing.. When I look back, I deeply look at who I am on many levels, I try to be truthful with myself about who I am now, what I have done, is there anything I should have done differently and how it aligns me with Gods Will.
Its not easy looking in the mirror and telling your self it’s your fault. Its not easy to accept it and change it. My grandmother was such a blessing, self inventory. last night I had a conference with myself, I had to let Spirit know your performance needs improvements, I am going to have to write you up… I think I took it fairly well…I have to try harder, Life is to short to blend in, who am I hear to please?

Lyndal Spirit

Some, might say I think to much and this is not good, What do I really care about what anyone thinks? I mean if God is the only one to judge, then should I not also only care about what God thinks as well? What human has the power to change my life?
This also meant treating people with respect I believe when I read it in the bible. I mean if we were all assholes would this not be a blunt statement that we do not serve as we should? Maybe I just need another moment with Spirit…. Yes another moment in the Spirit, another moment Spirit.

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Sayings of the wise

I was sitting here pondering things and thought back to things my grandmother always told me to have in my heart.

If you travel with peace in your heart even in the middle of a war you will not come to harm.

Sayings of the wise:

I do not live from your love, nor die from your hate.

I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not here to live up to mine, therefore we should travel this planet in peace knowing we are doing what we are to do.

It's funny because she Travel to Isreal a few times the first was a time of peace and it was beautiful she said, then her and my grandfather went back and war broke out my grandmother and grandfather walked down the streets of Israel as tanks gunned people down, not know where to go or what to do, they were from america and so they hugged each other and walked down the center of the main street. She said she seen a 10 year old girl gunned down she spoke of bullets flying past her head, My grand parents returned home unharmed, but she said she felt God told her to observe it all. My grandmother was very old when she was murdered... Someone broke into her house and and came home and walked in on them, they got scared and hit her, Her fraile body from aging the blow broke the connection between her spine and her brain. We found her in the door way of her house. We also found out who did it and they got off on a lack of proff charge, people seen them in the area and knocking on my grandmother's door,what no one seen was them breaking in to her house so they got off. I come from a mid-class family, but I played on the other side of the tracks growing up. my grand parents work so hard to raise us right. My brothers and I stayed on the FBI most wanted list for years!

I can tell you the day, time and feeling in detail that I changed my life, I was literally walking down the street when I just felt something. I stopped, I turned and walked around the block to my house and from the moment on I have never even stepped into the gray areas of life, I try to do what is right. I  was 24 when I turned for no other reason than God's call on my life. I had my grand mother till I was 32. Ablessing. We didscare the people and stilldo here and there.In fact i wen to the office of one of them when I came to Colorado, took them a minute to figureit out, but when they did, boyeee.... I tell you Knowing EarlieMay Henderson, I can not walk around wishing something on these people. My Grandparents were A Foundation in Colorado, They were Prominent People not because of wealth as far as money, but wealth of familt, friends and Community. My grand father is in Pictures with M.L.K. on the march on Washington, I have a pictures of M.L.K. holding me when I was a baby in the Church my grand parents raised me in. Steadmen Brought Oprha to the house to meet my grandmother, Funny story I could tell, but I won't...

You know all I have are these memories of them and Pictures I keep in my Bible. Dr. Cecil Glenn wrote a book dedicated to his grandmother, He is the father of the Guys from Tag team. While in Collage I was at an Award Ceremony for Community service while in School. Dr.Glenn was speaking, I remembered him talking about his grandmother looking dead @ me the whole time. My Grandmother was still living them.

When it was time for me to walk and get my award,Dr,Glenn had such a smile on hisface,I never met him before so I didn't understand. He passed me my Plaque and said hold on one moment Henderson! I must have had a strange look on my face cause he followed with, This is the book I wrote for my Grandmother, Give this to Mrs. Henderson and tell her She is loved and thank you for all she has done! I remember reading the book all the way home tearfully... It was an honor to give it to my grandmother. This sense of honor has kept me walking away from trouble,yes sometimes it hard but I do my best. I use to be a pro Kickboxer and I found the more I learned the more I didn't want to fight, Not in the ring, not practice, not on the streets. In my training just for practice I would fight 5 to 8 men mostly musel with a weight of 185 or more, all at the same time. I never lost in the ring, I never lost in practice and I have never been knocked down! So yes i can hold my own. Trained UFC guys back in the day... I miss being in that kind of shape, but it also made people want to test me, I could not bare anything happening to my grandmother because I was hurt,, so I gave the life up. To honor not just her but my whole family name! my grand father Robet L/Henderson, remember than name! He was the strongest man I ever met! A Good man.If I could only be an ounce of what he was boy!

well, I am me and he was he... they gave me so much. So much Value in my life that I really didn't understand tillI reached an age I could really understand it! I get it now, asmany of us say!hahaha!!!

 So I thought maybe I should just share a little with the world about me, Maybe give a little of that life saving love I got back... They are the reason I am the way I am, Who I am and what I am today. I would not be here, if it was not for my Grand Father Firm Back hand and My Grandmothers loving voice. I will see them again, and I hope to have lived such a life that when I stand before them, even if I did not do it all, but they will now how much I love them! So I guess I am going to start a new blog called words of the Wise, I want all of you who has a story, a word, a hope in your darkness to come and join me and celebrate the one who blessed you with your Wisdom.

Places you might not want to eat!!!

I am not going to eat there!!! Funny Restaurants you might think twice before eatting @ just because of the name!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Well If you venture out to eat @ any of these places please let us know how it was!!!

Another View of perception Part II

This is part II of the First part and is also based off another photo I placed on my face book profile, what is truely funny to me about this is that I was not the original poster, I shared it from a group of women!!! so that made this coversation even funnier to me cause they all should have look to seen where it cam from intead they seen a man sharing it and can in blazing!!! hehehe!!!

 

(note) Person A: in this is the same as the first conversation.

Person A: Don't let the photo fool you ladies... Men with abs that tight don't have JOBS !! lol

Person B: LMAO @ Person A:!

Person B:

Secretly, I know at least 1 of them. And ummmm, he's not too worried about what the ladies think.

 

Person C: I know one too!

 

 

Person B: LMAO, again. Whomp Whomp.

 

 

Person A: I'll go ahead and be the one to say it... They PRAY we care more about the apeal of whats above their waist than below. (ya'll know I'm right)... looks like their overcompensating for something.

 

Lyndal Spirit

You know that's how I felt when I looked at it, it just was not natural to me!!! but I didn't shoot them sooo... :-)

 

 

Person D: Ladies like Person A: said.. My last and present husband have those muscles, it just went to their brains.. and nowhere else.. They are so obsessed with their own bodies they develop Narcissistic personality disorder. They can't love another person because they love only themselves. Sorry Ladies just my opinion. Was loving the muscles at one time.. but never again..

 

Person E: WOW @ Person D:....

 

 

Person D: Exactly Chanel, I concur whole heartedly with both of your statements.

 

 

Person D: I learned a valuable lesson @ Person E: and still learning as I am still presently married.

 

 

Lyndal Spirit Ladies man!!! You know I had abs like that and A full time job and went to school, I agree the photo seems some how unnatural, but at the same time you all are judging these men and know nothing about them based on your bad decisions!!! The quality of your life is based on the Quality of your decisions! I believe this, so these men are not the men you have chosen.it's a funny looking pic of some men. hehehe!!!

 

 

Person A: You would say the EXACT same about a woman with her body out.... In general... when you present your body first it suggest there's not much more depth to offer... I'm just saying.

 

 

Lyndal Spirit

@ Person A: Good line of thinking I like that, but I have been here for years now, everyone know I am deeper than most and with 5 yeas 5 BAs I have the mind, the Look, the Spirit and the Value, I own a multimillion dollar media Company that helps small businesses and Indie Artist, I am partnered with SONY USA, GOOGLE, ADOBE,BENZ, BMW< and am doing a ... Read More10 Million dollar concert nest year in Vegas and all the ticket sale are being distributed throughout the united states, Now Show me your depth and where you can even put a toe in my shoes!... :-)

 

Person A: Dear Sir Spirit... I wasn't talking about YOU!!!! (and yes, I think you have an attitude today)

 

 

Lyndal Spirit

@ Person A: I don't, in fact I am sooo smiling I love you spirit!!! I am not attacking you! I really am not I am making statements that will make people not you per-say but all people take another look inside. Yes I directed it to the last statements you made, but really I mean everyone is somebody cause God don't make no junk! :-) Much love and Peace be on you. Don't take it to personal.

 

Person F: @ Person D: you are right sista.
but it's nice to look at . keeps my attention for a FEW MINUTES! ur funny, mr spirit.

 

 

Lyndal Spirit

thank you again, I love good conversations and this one was o hit was it not?!!! :-)

 

 

A View of perception

A View of perception is based on when I posted some images the many views and the response I got, my reaction to them, All these are real, and I think it would be most interesting to really share what I talk about with people, so Please make your comments and thank you for reading...

 

This image caused this conversation when I posted it to my Facebook, Let's read the Reactions and draw our own conclusions on this image OK?

Lyndal Spirit Changing my Prfile Pic to this one for a friend who asked me to do sooo!!! :-)

Person A: What kind of friend is this>>> go head!

PersonB: LOL...why couldn't you just share the photo with the "friend" some of us don't want to see all that...lol

 

@ Person A: A very good friend asked me to post it as my profile pic, @ Person B: you are right, hehehe! but some doo!!! LOL

 

Person A: If they're that good of a "friend" ... they should have an 8x10 of their own.

Person C: Hey ladies....speak for yourselves....some of us don't mind at all!

 

Person A: @Person C: you should have let him know sooner. I'm sure he would have given you a personal... personal shout out. LOL

 

Person C: LOL - not necessary...just admiring the view... ;-)

Lyndal Spirit

@ Person A: she does have one!!! and it was not Person C: that asked but a few others :-) People who don't want to see me being who I am should not look! heheehe! and the ones who like it should. I guess we all woke up on the overly opinionated side of the bed today cause I myself have been letting people have it!!! hehehe...man today is one of those days I guess, but great conversations!

Person D: Hi L, I think the black and white photo of you completely clothed is my CHOICE. Some things should be kept CLOSE to us and SAVED for that special someone God has ordained to be our life, (i.e.) husband, wife.

Person C: @Lyndal - breathe.....then read my status...

Person A: thanks Person D: THANK YOU.. didn't realize it had to be spelled out.
Yeah... I've got all kinds of oppinions today.

Person D: Hi Person A:, yes some things do. I hope you have a wonderful day!

Lyndal Spirit

It's all good, God didn't bring me in this land Clothed, it was mans mind that made the human body a sin!!! and the need for clothing, I myself am on one today, For those who can appreciate the beautiful creation of GOD, that I am Let them s=come and see! I am not nude not being lude, but sensual, So Before you come to me saying such things that ... Read More only condemning your own thinking, do what it said in Mathews Pull the Plank out your own eyes, then come for the Splinter in mine! @ Person D:Not personal love, @ Person A:Nothing Personal I like your Spirit!!! :-) Great Conversation,I should have done this a week ago!

Person C: Ladies - art does NOT = smut. Heads out of......whatever and recognize that there are many ways to view this pic. The look on his face speaks volumes...seeing his chest does not suggest to me that I am losing control.

Rather that this very sensual man is focussed on something very beautiful...

Person D: Hmmm...

Lyndal Spirit

Well that is what it is,and really I find it a most interesting conversation to have while waiting on my meeting to get here, Honestly I don't really care what anyone think about it...hehehe Just good conversation to get my day going girl, but thank you @ Person C:, It is art and it's my art of me that God gave me the Skills to do, Those who don't like it I don't care girl...really it's not a bit of stress to me. :-)

Person E: Thanks...this is a nice pic anyway.

Person F: i really like this one.

Lyndal Spirit

Thank you very much. :-) Me too.

 

Live your life,don't let life live you!!!

Before I start winding down, I wanted to say I only found out
today, that Patrick Swayze Passed, I am sure he will be missed, as all who have
passed, The thing is, this is not a rehearsal, this is not a take one, take two
kind of thing. It's your life! Live it, Do what is right, Life is not a clock to
be watched or slept away spent in front of a TV or Game console! It’s moments that once gone, gone, once done, it is done! Only
memories remain, People you have the chance to change the world simply by being
you and living! so I encourage all of you to take self inventory and do that
which is good, that which is impossible, that which only you can do! LIVE!

Just a conversation

A: Hello Lyndal, how are you? I like your necklace.

Spirit: Thank you it's was made in Mexico of Indian silver. I have a bracelet that goes with it and rarely will you see me without them .:-)

A: You welcome Mr. Spirit. Smiling......well that's a great thing. It's always good to keep the things we hold most precious close to us.

Spirit: only God is that close to me, They are reminders of self, culture and heritage. If I lost them I know I could have others made, if I loose God I have nothing! I know it would never happen, but you understand :-) Thank you again.

A: Yes, I do understand. So are you a believer too? You welcome Lyndal. Reaching out to briefly takes my mind off of what has me perplexed at the moment. So, thank you for the return email.

Spirit: You are most welcomed, It seems to me when I feel as if I'm the only one understanding my problems or frustrations I can go for a walk and see soo many people having a harder day than I, and I see Gods Blessings in my life and hard or easy they all r wonderious. :-)

A: Smiling......yes, going for a walk does help at times. I know I'm not the only one going through this very thing. Thus, I keep thinking of my sons. I'm contemplating sitting down them tonight to talk with them. Thus, hearing my baby ask, mommy where will we go now, hurts? Fear has set up camp in my heart. Therefore, I've began to worry which is a bad thing. In any event, thank you for the suggestion.

Spirit: Do not let fear fool you, it's a monster that robs you of hope! God has a plan, but that plan takes action, Sounds like you are finding yourself in a tight situation, I myself have been there many times too... what state are you in I will see if I know of resources that may help, one thing is Catholic charities! they are in most states and do have along with their services a resource list!!! I know this sounds typical and non-helpful, but it will be.

A: Yes, I am. I reside in Georgia. The money I was expecting from school on the eight was delayed. I didn't take any other action because that would resolve the problem although our time is running out. We have until 9am Wednesday morning. Thank you so much for reading and the concern you have expressed for me and my sons Lyndal. No, a moment that you give to show compassion to someone does help.

Spirit: No Thank you for confiding in me, Please let me know if things turn out ok... I have a few friends in the GA, my business partner Terry live there, sooo. keep me updated ok? there might be something we can do.

A: Thank you, you're kind. My sons just made it in from school and I want to talk with them. Although, I cannot bring myself to do it. My spirit speaks to me wait. However, my mind is saying just cry and get it out. Lyndal, I just cannot fathom this. The thought of my things on the street is tearing me up. Again, thank you for listening attentively through email. (smile)


Spirit: If God is saying wait then Hold off on the conversation, No need to cry or loose sleep. I have faith something good is coming. Hit me tomorrow and update me. :-) God is good allthe time, and whatever happens it is so that you grow and for you betterment and sometimes that can hurt a bit, but whatever God has planed, it's perfect for you... You make sure you keep your head up and keep moving so he can use you to make this blessing happen. Keep movie forward don't stop!

A: Oh, now you bring tears to my eyes. It's so nice to know that there are some men out there that allow God to use them. My son just gave me his progress reports. He has 3 Bs and a A. I'm so happy right now. That was some great news!! Thank you so much Lyndal. Btw-is spirit really your last name? May, I add you as a freind?

Spirit: Thank you, As I said it is a blessing for my to encourage you and God knows I don't give false hope cause he is good! Yes Spirit is my real last name and feel free to add me here i'll even add you. :-) Our mutual friend is Brian, Funny I have been listening to Dreams in Color over and over again since i got up this morning, playing it over as I too try to work out my own hardships in this day, but it's only a day and tomorrows anew day to live!


A: Wow! That is awesome. You really do have a purpose in God with that last name. Once, you add me you will see I'm a believer as well and I truly love God with a passion. When the storms cone they can really cause you to become discouraged. Ok, I won't bother yuo further. You have been to kind to put up with me today. please excuse my mistypes.

Spirit: You are no bother to me at all, as i said it's a blessing meant to be today, so please if you need. I am here! I always tell people tomorrow may never come, today won't last and yesterday is the past, Now is the time!!! this is your moment, Do Whatever god has you do to make this moment your moment!

A: Thank you so much L. (you bring tears to my eyes) I have so many emotions. Overall, what I feel is alone. I know God is with me. Thus, I've been through a lot this past year. It is to build character and my trust and patience in the Lord. In all honesty, at this very moment I need a hug and reassurance.


Spirit: Man I can sooo relate to that you are saying, my life is very much the same way, God is only one really there,and I like anyone get down lonely and in need of hugs! Well I can't give you one now, but, I can sure send a virtual hug!

A: Smiling and laughing...Thank you. I got it L. Squeeze harder....smile. Have you been married? It's so tough for me at times being single.

Spirit: i have never been married. Someday that blessing will come to fruition but for now I pray on it, and Live!!! I Live every moment!. You too go and live!


(Personal Note from Spirit): I have conversations like this often, and I hope that somewhere someone can use what and this person talked about. You know we all go through it everyday,some harder than others, but some times all people need is an Ear, A little bit of hope, whatever you are going through let God be your light! God has a plan and it's perfect for you, whether you believe or not is OK by me, cause God believes in you! We all are not perfect, we all need that pat on the back that word of it's going to be OK? I have done nothing for this person, but took a moment to reply, to her this helped her get re focused and hopeful to make things happen! for me It was only a moment, for her it was a life time! People Love one another!