Monday, September 14, 2009

Just a conversation

A: Hello Lyndal, how are you? I like your necklace.

Spirit: Thank you it's was made in Mexico of Indian silver. I have a bracelet that goes with it and rarely will you see me without them .:-)

A: You welcome Mr. Spirit. Smiling......well that's a great thing. It's always good to keep the things we hold most precious close to us.

Spirit: only God is that close to me, They are reminders of self, culture and heritage. If I lost them I know I could have others made, if I loose God I have nothing! I know it would never happen, but you understand :-) Thank you again.

A: Yes, I do understand. So are you a believer too? You welcome Lyndal. Reaching out to briefly takes my mind off of what has me perplexed at the moment. So, thank you for the return email.

Spirit: You are most welcomed, It seems to me when I feel as if I'm the only one understanding my problems or frustrations I can go for a walk and see soo many people having a harder day than I, and I see Gods Blessings in my life and hard or easy they all r wonderious. :-)

A: Smiling......yes, going for a walk does help at times. I know I'm not the only one going through this very thing. Thus, I keep thinking of my sons. I'm contemplating sitting down them tonight to talk with them. Thus, hearing my baby ask, mommy where will we go now, hurts? Fear has set up camp in my heart. Therefore, I've began to worry which is a bad thing. In any event, thank you for the suggestion.

Spirit: Do not let fear fool you, it's a monster that robs you of hope! God has a plan, but that plan takes action, Sounds like you are finding yourself in a tight situation, I myself have been there many times too... what state are you in I will see if I know of resources that may help, one thing is Catholic charities! they are in most states and do have along with their services a resource list!!! I know this sounds typical and non-helpful, but it will be.

A: Yes, I am. I reside in Georgia. The money I was expecting from school on the eight was delayed. I didn't take any other action because that would resolve the problem although our time is running out. We have until 9am Wednesday morning. Thank you so much for reading and the concern you have expressed for me and my sons Lyndal. No, a moment that you give to show compassion to someone does help.

Spirit: No Thank you for confiding in me, Please let me know if things turn out ok... I have a few friends in the GA, my business partner Terry live there, sooo. keep me updated ok? there might be something we can do.

A: Thank you, you're kind. My sons just made it in from school and I want to talk with them. Although, I cannot bring myself to do it. My spirit speaks to me wait. However, my mind is saying just cry and get it out. Lyndal, I just cannot fathom this. The thought of my things on the street is tearing me up. Again, thank you for listening attentively through email. (smile)


Spirit: If God is saying wait then Hold off on the conversation, No need to cry or loose sleep. I have faith something good is coming. Hit me tomorrow and update me. :-) God is good allthe time, and whatever happens it is so that you grow and for you betterment and sometimes that can hurt a bit, but whatever God has planed, it's perfect for you... You make sure you keep your head up and keep moving so he can use you to make this blessing happen. Keep movie forward don't stop!

A: Oh, now you bring tears to my eyes. It's so nice to know that there are some men out there that allow God to use them. My son just gave me his progress reports. He has 3 Bs and a A. I'm so happy right now. That was some great news!! Thank you so much Lyndal. Btw-is spirit really your last name? May, I add you as a freind?

Spirit: Thank you, As I said it is a blessing for my to encourage you and God knows I don't give false hope cause he is good! Yes Spirit is my real last name and feel free to add me here i'll even add you. :-) Our mutual friend is Brian, Funny I have been listening to Dreams in Color over and over again since i got up this morning, playing it over as I too try to work out my own hardships in this day, but it's only a day and tomorrows anew day to live!


A: Wow! That is awesome. You really do have a purpose in God with that last name. Once, you add me you will see I'm a believer as well and I truly love God with a passion. When the storms cone they can really cause you to become discouraged. Ok, I won't bother yuo further. You have been to kind to put up with me today. please excuse my mistypes.

Spirit: You are no bother to me at all, as i said it's a blessing meant to be today, so please if you need. I am here! I always tell people tomorrow may never come, today won't last and yesterday is the past, Now is the time!!! this is your moment, Do Whatever god has you do to make this moment your moment!

A: Thank you so much L. (you bring tears to my eyes) I have so many emotions. Overall, what I feel is alone. I know God is with me. Thus, I've been through a lot this past year. It is to build character and my trust and patience in the Lord. In all honesty, at this very moment I need a hug and reassurance.


Spirit: Man I can sooo relate to that you are saying, my life is very much the same way, God is only one really there,and I like anyone get down lonely and in need of hugs! Well I can't give you one now, but, I can sure send a virtual hug!

A: Smiling and laughing...Thank you. I got it L. Squeeze harder....smile. Have you been married? It's so tough for me at times being single.

Spirit: i have never been married. Someday that blessing will come to fruition but for now I pray on it, and Live!!! I Live every moment!. You too go and live!


(Personal Note from Spirit): I have conversations like this often, and I hope that somewhere someone can use what and this person talked about. You know we all go through it everyday,some harder than others, but some times all people need is an Ear, A little bit of hope, whatever you are going through let God be your light! God has a plan and it's perfect for you, whether you believe or not is OK by me, cause God believes in you! We all are not perfect, we all need that pat on the back that word of it's going to be OK? I have done nothing for this person, but took a moment to reply, to her this helped her get re focused and hopeful to make things happen! for me It was only a moment, for her it was a life time! People Love one another!

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